Roller coaster ride from hell

Im sick of the highs and lows, twists and turns and feeling shaken to the core. Might sound dramatic but my heart has been broken and the fall out isn't fun. How I long for the simple days of teenage breakups (although at the time were herendous!)

But I keep saying, one thing at a time...

I am surviving.....just!

Well it's finally Friday and thank goodness I say! It's been a tiring week, not for any great reason in particular just am looking forward to the weekend and being able to sleep in. I don't have to worry about anyone else except myself.....although this in itself is a strange concept to get used to again. I still think about my former 'family' and miss the dynamic that we had. I know I can't go back but now I am facing a new reality which is very slowly starting to take shape. I'm looking forward to seeing what the next twelve months has in store for me....